Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Letter Home

I Miss You!!

There's just something about you, a whimsical dance in knowing that one has in the comfort of home.

We both changed forever in the space of 6 months

I saw how much it changed you.

I feel how much you changed me.

You will never be the same again.

I will never be the same again. 

I am now enriched with an experience that no one can understand unless they were there too.

Us Christchurch folks are different because of it.

You changed everything!!!!

I miss the people who make home; home! Those who feel the same as I do inside.

Even though I am hundreds of miles away it does not make the burdens any lighter or the dreams any easier. But the full nights sleep even with bad dreams is the new awesome. To not be woken in cold fear does my soul well.

It took me so long to sleep without waking, to go to sleep without nightmares that came every time I closed my eyes. Oh wait that still happens sometimes. You are never far from my thoughts

Our bond is bitter sweet but its the People…that make me haffs a sad. (intentional spelling error)

People bound in life, just cos they are and that’s how it is. Perfect beautiful Souls.

Life in Auckland is adjusting to assholes on motorways.

My life has been turned into a motorway.

Carnage!!!

'Doh'

I miss you!

Your hills used to ground me, give me bearing of where I was at all times. You're still there, but I am gone.

I mediatate.

It feels lonely at times when I close my eyes for the day. This new home is indifferent yet exciting. A big exploration adventure that is bitter sweet for those left behind that you shared life with. People scattered across the world. All living the dream!!!!

My dream is that you will find peace, I check your movements daily. You're there and I am here. I stalk you and watch you like a curious Meg.

It’s a strange feeling to have missing you. I don't miss what you have become. You have changed too much, and become like a forbidden memory, where deep down I never wanted to leave but I knew I couldn't stay.

I miss you!

'Canterbury all the Way'

One Eyed Westy in your honor 'Salute'

Memories will forever remain and my heart will stay true to you

Love from

Earthquake Victim 399999